"Every time," he says as the guy starts to make his way over, and Brian turns his back on him to turn to Lil. "But it's not the eyebrow thing. It's just me."
"I'm doing better than I thought I would, to tell the truth. Never thought Chicago would be a big town for advertising. Thought I could make it one. And maybe I still will."
"So move to New York," she gives him a sneer. "Or Paris." She slides the shot she just poured down the bar to the customer who ordered it. "If you don't like it here - leave. O'Hare's international. Go wherever-the-hell you want."
It's about the only place she trusts herself right now - sitting in a corner in Mac's, a place she knew all too well from following Harry there when she wasn't... dangerous.
Now, she's in a corner, with one of Mac's own brew in front of her that she's not drinking.
Mac's probably glaring at her for not drinking it, but she'd rather not lower her alertness, her inhibitions - even if she did order it. It smells nice.
It's dinnertime for me, for Mouse, for Mister and it's still freaking cold outside. I've stoked up the fire and I have the woodstove going and there's a pot of soup from a can warming away.
Also - water for coffee or tea or something that isn't cold.
I'm wearing two pairs of socks, jeans, a long-sleeve T-shirt and a sweatshirt that says "CPD" in big letters across the front - thanks Murph. I'm still freezing.
Harry should appreciate Rosa's visit all the more, obviously, because she's wrapped in double layers of thick white wool and carrying a large thermos and a smaller one.
The frantic knocking may be because she's afraid her hand might fall off if it's held too far from her body for too long.
"Si, very cold." She slid in quickly and closed the door behind her with a bit of awkward maneuvering.
Then she's walking over to the stove and staring at the canned-soup-in-a-pot with some disdain.
Ew. "That," she points to the soup on the stove, "Is not healthy at all." Not that the hot chocolate she had in the smaller container was healthy, really, but it was still milk ... and that was good for you, mostly.
She proceeds to look for a bowl and a cup. There's a spicy potato-and-beef soup in the bowl and hot chocolate in the cup a few moments later...and an apple-cheeked Rosa peeling out of a layer of wooly clothing.
"Well, that would be why I brought it over. And there is enough for tomorrow too." If she doesn't have any, which is perfectly fine with her. She won't watch him while he eats or anything odd like that.
"But the hot chocolate's the best if you finish it the first day, because warming it up is a bit of a hassle."
She smiles a little and rummages for a spoon before glancing at him expectantly.
"That doesn't mean you should have to, all of the time."
It isn't her fault she has a mothering complex ... not really. Besides, maybe she's been trying to keep herself occupied a little more than usual lately.
"I write to her nearly every day, but the letters take ages to get there."
She sounds a little sad. Part of the reason she cooks so often for Harry is because it had been her 'job' at home ... at least she'd had a reason to do it there. Here ... well, her only real reason to cook was Harry. So she used him as an excuse, she supposed.
She frowns, leaning into him and shifting to rest her cheek against his chest.
"I'm not sure." It takes a couple of tries before the next sentence comes out in English rather than Spanish, "I feel guilty about leaving Clara alone, but it's ... more than that. I just feel ... unsettled. Skiddish." Which is something, because she tries not to get upset about things easily.
I sigh and pick her up to carry her to the bedroom and tuck her under the mountain of blankets. Guess I get to spend time on the couch again. Good thing I have more blankets.