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Greg had spent the better part of the week pretending to organise his office. Mostly he'd been sitting at the desk playing Suduko on the compter. But he had arranged a few things, on his besk, on the bookshelves. The room was more or less a recreation of his office at PPTH, without the fishbowl walls. The only windows faced outside, the courtyard side of the building. And he was three floors up, so no one could really see in. The internal walls were solid, covered with tacky wall paper he would have to replace. For now, he didn't mind, because he couldn't see out, and no one could see in.
No one could see that he's sitting at the desk with his feetpropped up head dropped back, ipod buds in his ear. He had an interview, since he needed to hire a full staff for the newlyformed Daignostics Depeatment, but he figured he had at least five or ten minutes yet to relax.
Tags:
adult content, allison cameron, greg house
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She's watching his eyes - the blue of them darkens ever-so-slightly and she can see the loneliness there. Or what she perceives to be loneliness. She watches him wet his lips. Unconsciously, her own tongue slides across her own lips and, more than ever, she wants to know what he tastes like. She wants to know if those lips are as damaged as the rest of him.
The hand on her leg, inching up her thigh, is warm and uncharacteristically gentle. A soft, warm feeling tingles throughout her body. Partly, she's afraid he's fucking with her and as soon as she starts to buy-into it, he'll pull back, but partly, she's wanting him, wanting him to want her in return and as much as she just wants to help him, she wants him to decide what happens, where this goes - to dominate her, throw her down on the desk and ravage her. She's had the dream a million times.
He asks one little question - "Is this how you want it, Cameron?" - and the hormones surge and she dives forward, capturing his mouth in a hot, sudden kiss that she can barely control.
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When he'd left New Jersey three weeks earlier, he'd slipped out in the early morning, before the city was awake, before anyone would miss him. Cuddy knew where he was headed because he'd needed her reference for the job in Chicago, but he'd sworn her to secrecy. He'd needed to start fresh, in a place where no one knew his habits, even if they knew his name.
He'd been staying in a one room motel room, the kind of low class dive that resided at the side of a busy road. He'd eaten all his meals at the nearby diner, or the hospital cafeteria. His old cell hone lay dormant on the table by his bed. HIs new one was a number no one knew. So many times he'd thought about calling Wilson, just to hear the familiar voice of his one real friend.
He hadn't broken down enough to do it yet. He trudged through the lonely nights, drinking and swallowing his pills every few hours. He stumbled through the day, depressed and unfocused.
He wasn't going to push her away. She had walked in to his office like the answer to a prayer he hadn't the courage to pray. She was someone he knew, someone who knew him. She was warmth and strength and familiarity. He needed her, and the passion of that need played a huge part in the depth of the kiss.
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She couldn't work at Princeton-Plainsboro without House. She tried for that first week, but it was weird; then Dr. Cuddy announced she'd be hiring someone to replace House as the head of the Diagnostics department and she couldn't handle it. She couldn't work there without him. That fellowship was the only reason she'd moved to New Jersey.
Her first interview had been at Penn, then a place in Manhattan, Boston, DC, Chicago. She was hopping across the country looking for somewhere to fit in; to belong. It was probably crazy that she had seven interviews in Chicago alone, but she never figured she'd find him. She wasn't really looking - not consciously.
When she saw him behind the desk it took eleven types of courage not to yank the door open and run away down the hall and off to her next interview. She knew she could do the job, but she didn't know if he would want her to do it.
Never in a million years did she figure he'd be kissing her in his office. And surely not like this. She'd been so lonely since her husband had died, no relationship had lasted very long and the last thing she'd had close to a date had been the meth-induced sex with Chase. So lonely.
The fire in his kiss made her melt against him, cling to him, want him that much more.
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The avoidance of an answer tells her almost as much as an actual answer would have. And as much as she might want to live in the delusion that he wants her because it's her and not just because she's somebody, she can't. She won't. Dreams aside, she won't live in a lie that is so obviously a lie.
But she won't leave him alone either. She knows he's lonely, though she may not know just how lonely he is, and she knows he needs someone. If, for now, that someone is her, she'll let him have that. She doesn't want to be alone either.
She purses her lips to kiss the pad of his finger and watches him, her eyes following his. Her eyes fall closed so she doesn't have to stare his loneliness in the face for a moment and she whispers, "Take me to lunch." Anything to get out of the hospital, away from work, even if just for an hour.
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